the greatest battles are those in the mind.

ugh. its like years since i last posted an entry. hmmm. guess this will be my last post until after the holidays? hmmm. we shall see. im like so used to not using the computer, not watching the telly, sleeping damn damn damn early (: yeah. i finally realised that sleeping is really a great form of relaxation. yay! cecilia loves sleeping! (:

lets back track
18 may, thursday.
alright. it was out school additional holiday for the polling day (:
went out with yijia, jingting, yunlu and andrea.
ate at orange lanten.
i loves the rolls larhs (:
made my specs.
oh yah.
we went to harbourfront .
and blah blah blah.
i must say, time really fllliiiieeesss when im with them.
really miss them to bits.
looking forward to 3rd june (:

19 may, friday. 20 may, saturday.
yeah.
how great does it feels to take ur results and not go home?
DAMN GREAT!
(:
but.
yea. my results for this sem sucks.
yes.
sucks to the core.
but its okay.
its only MYE. not PRELIMS.
so there is still time to do some catching up.
but how bad can i be???!!!
L1R5 = 24!
OH MY GOD right.
i cant even get into jc!
im twice the points away from my aim.
but never mind.
there is still time.
SEC1 camp was pretty fun and tiring.
first day was terrible.
theres NIGHTWALK, TELEMATCH and PA
which im incharged of together with lingyi, aimee and siowai.
i must say this batch of sec ones are TERRIBLE and HORRIBLE!
they can bathe for 30 minutes as if they are at home/hotel/chalet!
wu fa wu tian!
you scold them they give u colour see.
scold somemore, mama will come and complain type.
OMG OMG OMG
the lights off time ended up at 1am.
yes. it was suppose to be 11.30pm.
they got scolded by grace lim.
cause they unresponsibly flood the toilet.
cool eh?
we threatened to off their lights when they took more than 15minutes inside bathing.
mind u. they were actually supposed to take only 10mins which is actually enough.
well, they arent afraid.
you off le they can still bathe for another 15 to 20 minutes.
leonard slept the most that night.
he slept from 3plus to 5plus. then 6plus to one plus!
xin fu right?
well, all of us were in the gym room feeding the hungry mosquitoes.
SUPERGIRL claims that she didnt really sleep that night.
but from what i saw she slept for around one and a half hour?
hurhur.
i slept for 15minutes.
then went out for their PT awhile to show my face then go back to really SLEEP! (:
woke up at aroung 9 then went into the staffroom to slack.
well, aircon room is so much better especially when there isnt any mosquitoes!
after that went up to hall see see awhile.
im pretty free on the second day as im not incharged of anything expect PA.
went back into the staffroom.
talked to miss tang.
ended up helping her key in the attendance.
and i then know why teachers hate students being LATE or ABSENT.
they have to slowly do day by day.
and for 2terms, our class have to do every single day except one day!
how cool!
went out to eat lunch.
then hall to see the mass dance.
i really don understand how the sec ones think.
does holding hands with opposite sex make u pregnant? STDs?
NO!
so whats wrong with holding hands to dance for a small small section?
hurr.
a sec one girl scolded SUPERGIRL PIG. lols.
went back to staff lounge. SLEPT (:
woke up at 3plus (i slept for only half and hour la)
went back to hall.
2nd day was pretty much boring.
break camp at 6.30pm.
reached home at 8plus.
DEAD TIRED.

21 may, sunday.
THE NEW PAPER BIG WALK. (:
SUPERGIRL didnt managed to wake up, as usual, as expected.
i woke up at 5.
reached kallang at 6.30 as told.
walked out of kallang
and miss ng shouted "ey cecilia! (i turned to her direction) bu yao ruan pao. guo lai!"
i was like oh... i didnt see her at all! must be my Zhong
house RED tee with RED shorts.
she was with miss chan.
then miss ng was chatting with me...
ng: eah. pa de qi lai arh? haha. zhuo tian ji dian break camp?
me: (smile) dang ran la, wo bu xiang shufang ma.. haha.. eh.. 6.30.
ng: hahaha. SHUFANG?! aiya. ta zhe zhong pattern, expected de la.
me: hurhur.
ng: wo yao qu mai mac, ni yao ma?
me: err. bu yao. choy ping, u want any mac? (in the direction of miss chan)
chan: dont want. i got this energy gel (boosting her packet of energy get to us) this is very good. can last for 2 hours. its concentrated carbo, chocolate flavour. and mac is very fatterning. im too fat le.
ng: orh. ok. then i go first.
me: -_____- (thinking in my mind. did she just call herself FAT?)

soon, the buses finally arrived.
victoria, shihan, allie, yanrong, NONE WAS WEARING SCHOOL PE TEE AND SHORTS!
yes. i felt so much like an idiot. i felt so stupid!
i complained to miss grace, and guess what she said?
"haha. never mind la. its good to love ur school. u like that also easy to spot (smile)"
i was like.. ARGHHHHHHHH! wtf wtf wtf!!!
luckily yanrong brought along her ai house tee.
yes.
i changed. so i no longer look so RED.
*if u r wondering y i took e red tee, its because ive used up my tee during the camp. and grace lim told me to wear pe tee, not the TNP tee. UGH!*
shihan complained before the walk, during the walk and after the walk.
yes. it should be around 2315648942316 times. (:
and yes. WE COMPLETED.
and yes.
i WANT TO JOIN AGAIN NEXT YEAR.

22 may, monday.
i swear it was the boringest day in my life.
the compass talk was like !@#$^&*()(*&%# boring.
i felt so much like crying because it was so bored.
600bucks for this talk?
u must be kidding!
anyway, im still left with 2 modules and its going to be completed during one day of the study camp.
and most properbly, cecilia is going to be sick on that day.
heehee.

anyway, do bald people tend to be more sensitive?
we were talking about hwee being brainwashed by SUPERGIRL, and how shiny her head was.
(because got clean ma)
they MR CHEN YU GIN scolded us for making noise.
guess he thought we were talking about him.
but the worst thing was that he wants our names in ten minutes.
i was like eh hello! its recess time. the whole school is noiser than us!
!@#$%^&*(~``!!@#$%^&*
catch us for ankle socks, i wont say anything.
but noise?
NO WAY MAN!
well, we complained to miss yeong and miss tang.
u should see the laugh miss tang had.
her face turned RED.
yes.
she told us to not bother about him and go back to class.
hahas.
see, even miss tang find him ridiculas!
i shall HATE him from today onwards.

23may, tuesday.
mr wong kiow died peacefully in his dreams.
a greatly respected teacher who had taught in jss for 40YEARS!
although he had not taught me before, i respected him lots.
fondly remember for his eyebrows.
he retired only in july last year.
it was barely a year.
but guess god has his reason to take someone away?
(:
god bless.

24 may, wednesday.
collected my specs.
nice nice!!!
my bottle leaks ):
gonna get a new one.

25may, thursday.
joan chan shu fang passed away in her dreams too.
she had been a great and brave fighter.
(: maybe her death was something better for her?
she should be feeling more relieved.
god bless.
for people interested, view these blog.
http://onlyskindeep.blogspot.com and http://joanchanshufang.blogspot.com

grace ling chan came to our school to give us a motivational talk today.
she is kinda cute. she n her mama like so sweet like that! (:
the MAOs shared her 15bucks book (charity)
SUPERGIRL and HEROGIRL was laughing at donno what throughout her talk.
we suspect that they were laughing at her.
got our holiday study camp timetable.
first week and last week of holiday is our study camp.
first week is also my intensive english tuition.
hurhur.
HORRIBLE SEC 4 LIFE!
YUCKS.
tomorrow is finally our "last day" of school.
spring cleaning the class.

one minute of silence for mr wong kiow today.
today was kinda funny. i think kaixin called me, but miss tang answered.
hmmm. she must have loved my name.
lols.